Stop this train I want to get off and go home again I can't take the speed it's moving in I know I can't But honestly, won't someone stop this train - John Mayer , Stop This Train I am so ready to leave 2013 behind. All these major upheavals have made me realize so much that I am not ready to realize about myself - one of them, me not being ready to realize these things. I feel as lost as ever, not having an anchor or a compass or whatever, just floating along taking whatever is coming and taking shelter from fire and brimstone the best I can. It is no way to live. I don't believe in resolutions anymore - anyone who has problems with self-discipline gets disillusioned at some point. But I can't help hoping, and try to plead my case to Someone to show me how to take charge of my life. Bring it on, 2014. We'll see who wins this round.
and my life is just an image of a rollercoaster anyway - everything but the girl