My life as a single unattached woman has been rather uncomplicated as of the last couple of years. However, I’ve learned in the last couple of days that I still carry a lot of regrets and what ifs; and along with those, a lot of insecurities. One of my closest friends has told me that I tend to hold back even if I wish for something. Which, I realized, was right. My lack of self-confidence has been ingrained for so long that I cannot actually believe in my capabilities and making my dreams possible. It’s like having a lifelong affinity to the impostor syndrome. So today, after confession, I opened my heart and tried to face the truth of what I really wish for in my life. Since God is omnipotent, He should already know what was in my heart, right? What I realized today is that I am lonely, and that I really wanted to have someone by my side as my partner in life. The last few years have helped me realize that I don’t need to be in a relatio...
and my life is just an image of a rollercoaster anyway - everything but the girl